-Friday, November 20, 2009-5:41 PM Y
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahhah!!!!im so happy!!!self-declared END OF A'LEVELS!!!cant describe how i am feeling now,all e burden on me,those "shit" dat i suffered seems to disapppear! hahas!cerelia has survived,endured and perservered,i did it!(:wna see my "want-to-do" list???1)rest, wake up late every morning, slp like a pig2)go out wif dion, louis and friends for pool!3)back to vb, e place where i should belong.4)meet up wif all my vb teamates which i dun hav a chance to bfore dis5)esp TAMMIE KWEK and YUNQI6)secondary sch friends like WENXI7)go for make-up courses8)ART course!yearn to be an artist?9)clothes and shoes hunting!10)many many chalets coming up!!=DDDD11)take a gd break in Thailand12)WORKING!!!(which is starting real soon)13)movie marathon wif _______!14)driving course which i've signed up15)steamboat wif sis's friendsyes,all these can keep me busy for 1 whole month!may not seem exciting for you guys,but it is to me!i've been looking forward to all these for reali too long!& WAIT, why not i tell you my ultimate "DUN WANT TO DO" list,dat is, TO GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP.dun hav dis kind of plan for nw,cox im enjoying wad i am doing nw. FREE,FREEDOM.indeed, im a happier person(:so,sry guys,reali,stil cant.honestly speaking,i noe it will hurt u guys,dats y(: so let me go.
--12:17 PM Y
counting down to my long awaited moment!around 4 and a half hrs to my freedom!although dere's stil one more last mcq paper on mon ,its ok!tinking of wad i will do after 4 and a half hrs,im sooooo excited!!so many things are waiting for me!!i've got a super long "want-to-do" list!!!!jux tmr morning,dere's a great event coming up!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!haas!!!oh ya!&& playing pool wif e guys!!woohoooooo!!!!LIFE,after today,i will noe wads LIFE!yup,worry abt results next yr,enjoy 1st ya???=DDDnomore "shi1 mian2" le!nomore!but bfore dat,dis last written paper,i have to do well,need to recover e losses in paper 2.(:lalalalalala~~cerelia is a happy girl!so much happier((:
-Wednesday, November 18, 2009-11:08 PM Y
so stress..))): 2 more papers left.econs paper 1 on fri is my last hope?y is it dat dis yr's paper are all so diff?yyy??? questions are all asked so differently from those we read, do and study..how 2 apply to qns when one dun even noe wad e qns is saying???hais..depressed..it doesnt seem any paper i can really do well?all 3 H2s seem to be ruined?H1 subjects stil manageable,but they are H1s...scary,so scary..A's is never easy,vy vy not easy..i dunno,wads my future plans?talked to my parents today,"mummy,pls be prepared to send me overseas university.i can graduate faster?and less stress..will repay you when i go to work next time?" she said,"ok,if dere is reali no choice.." its quite comforting,and quite sad?cox both of them has been encouraging us,not giving us pressure..watching us come home after each paper, wif "green faces"? i believe they noe wad kind of stress we are gg thru..yes, telling us dat we have done our best,its alright. yes,we've done all and wad we can. i cant wait,i cant wait for dis fri to come.cant wait,im sure if i am given a chance,i would scream out loud,yell for 2 whole hours!yes,dats how desperate i am..i have been holding on,enduring til e vy last moment,even when sometimes me and sis feel like giving up.reali,its vy stressful,a stress dat i cant describe..most of my friends look at us,e 1st thing they will do is to point at our eyes and ask,"are u tried?u seem reali tired,stress out.." yes, we are.blaming on my brain which can only store info for less den 1 day..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!hope miracle will happen for nw?moderation?by alot?dats wad seniors say,but is it true???&& dion,ruskin,weihao ty for e ever-encouraging words.(: yes, i jux need friends like dis,its more den enough.
-Sunday, November 15, 2009-4:58 PM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY & COUSIN NICOLETTE!((:
-Thursday, November 12, 2009-9:06 PM Y
my poor eyes,my poor little eyes.getting smaller each day,each night.it has changed its shape,from oval,to smaller and smaller oval,nw it became semi oral. lookin at them,they seem so tired,vy tired from e lack of slp not bcox i cant finish studying,cox of insomia. why is it happening during my crucial exams? if u say im nervous, but no. am really not? tmr,im looking forward to 12pm, e time when i can go home and hav some gd slp! I HAVE BEEN TAKING TOO MUCH REST, FAR TOO MUCH, MAYBE MORE THAN OTHERS,HAVING MY EYES WIDE OPEN AT NIGHT,LYING ON BED,WAITING FOR MORNING TO COME.seriously,i yearn for a gd night slp.4 hrs slp is sufficient.jux 4 hrs.yes, half a battle down,half more to go. i was actually realli touched,wif my mum, dad and youngest sis wishin us "gd luck" everyday(: && i miss my youngest sis,whose enjoying in Beijing nw.its snowing dere,how nice.. study time!bye!
